Table of Contents


Introduction: Close Study - - - - - - - - - - 3


Chapter 1: Resentments - - - - - - - - - - - 27

RS MH JR NR AS JL
AL CS GS PS Me IX

Chapter 2: Fears - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 48


Chapter 3: Sexual Relations - - - - - - - - - 61

JL AL DL PS

Chapter 4: Harm Done to Anyone Else - - - - - 72

BM AC MP

The Causes
  I got in an argument with JL and AL. This was when they'd just moved in together and I was jealous and hurt. I don't remember what led to this point, but for some reason he asked me to leave and I wouldn't. I didn't want the night to end like that. I wanted it to get fixed. He threatened to call the police. I wedged myself in the doorway so he couldn't close it. He called the police. At one point, I looked deeply into his eyes and somehow let him see me and I said "JR, I am so scared. Please help me, I'm so scared. Please don't leave me like this." He said "I know" and he looked so sad.

I got in an argument with JL and AL. This was when they'd just moved in together and I was jealous and hurt. I don't remember what led to this point, but for some reason he asked me to leave and I wouldn't. I didn't want the night to end like that. I wanted it to get fixed. He threatened to call the police. I wedged myself in the doorway so he couldn't close it. He called the police. At one point, I looked deeply into his eyes and somehow let him see me and I said "JR, I am so scared. Please help me, I'm so scared. Please don't leave me like this." He said "I know" and he looked so sad.