Table of Contents
Introduction: Close Study - - - - - - - - - - 3
Chapter 1: Resentments - - - - - - - - - - - 27
RS | MH | JR | NR | AS | JL |
AL | CS | GS | PS | Me | IX |
Chapter 2: Fears - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 48
Chapter 3: Sexual Relations - - - - - - - - - 61
JL | AL | DL | PS |
Chapter 4: Harm Done to Anyone Else - - - - - 72
BM | AC | MP |
The Causes
I got in an argument with JL and AL. This was when they'd just moved in together and I was jealous and hurt. I don't remember what led to this point, but for some reason he asked me to leave and I wouldn't. I didn't want the night to end like that. I wanted it to get fixed. He threatened to call the police. I wedged myself in the doorway so he couldn't close it. He called the police. At one point, I looked deeply into his eyes and somehow let him see me and I said "JR, I am so scared. Please help me, I'm so scared. Please don't leave me like this." He said "I know" and he looked so sad.